simplyWHY

OOHH DEAR,

i dont like that thing that is called boys a.k.a Guys , men, lelaki or whatever. frens? maybe . but never as a special person. except for the heroes of my family. i dont noe why. to me boyfriends are no use. all they can do is say their love for you every single day but never understand ur fellings. then, they wont let u get closer to another boy. and i dont know why. but, this statement change when i met this guy, well, im not gonna say his name. but, lets call him AA. easier, hurmm, he got it all. he is the only one wo knows what im like. how i speak with people and how i love to be friends wuth people. he even knows that i dont like to have a relationship with anyone. but, one day he asks for it. i said no, cuz im not ready. he said "i'll wait". but, when that day comes and i said yes, it's his turn to say no. se said that he's afraid that he will hurt my heart one day. for that he said no. om, hey dude, i noe u wont hurt me cuz ur the one. but y u keep on sayin that? whatever. i guess he's right. i dont want to think about things like this anymore. sudah males. yeah, that's the right decision. love? sure is complicated. that's why i dont want to get involve in these things. what do you say?